May 20 2015

I’m afraid about how close I am to my boyfriend. I desperately want to change how I feel about having a kid around, just so I can keep my man.

Know why? Cuz I honestly don’t have friends. He is my best friend, and I don’t want to mess that up. The other people I know are more of acquaintances than friends. I know part of that is my fault, I am very protective and want the best for my friends and when they meet someone I don’t see as being good enough, I let my friends know. But I just want the best for them… One of my friends is ALWAYS on her phone, but she takes forever to answer, if she even answers at all.

So you know what? I’m gonna stop putting myself out there for people. It’s time to start treating people like they treat me. I’m done with this “I’ll do whatever you need” bullshit. I’ve done my best to be a good friend but if I’m the only one who is trying to start the conversation,  that’s bullshit.

Don’t make someone a priority in your life when you’re only an option in theirs.

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One thought on “May 20 2015

  1. 1. i love the straw butt. amazing
    2. stick it to ’em! but I’d there’s one thing you can’t trick yourself into believing, for any reason, it’s wanting/not wanting kids. people can change how they feel about stuff, but often times they don’t. good luck!

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