Realization

I just realized I’m scared to get too attached to my boyfriend.

He has kids. That scares me, because I don’t like kids. Never wanted them. And now I’ve found and fallen in love with this man, but he has kids. And I’m afraid to get too attached to him in case I can’t handle the kids. I don’t want to be ruined by a breakup after I’ve been so happy.

He makes me incredibly happy. And it scares the ever loving shit out of me to think about losing him. So I guess it comforts me a little to try not to get so attached to him or curb my attachment to him in case I can’t accept that part of his life.

What’s a girl to do?

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